U Got It Bad --Usher-- When you feel it in your body You found somebody who Makes you change your ways like Hanging with your crew Said you act like you’re ready But you don’t really know And everything in your past You wanna let it go I've been there, done it,humped around After all that this is what I found Nobody wants to be alone If you’re touched by the words in this song Baby
U got it, u got it bad When you’re on the phone Hang up and you call right back U got it, u got it bad When you miss a day without your friend Your whole life’s off track U know u got it bad When you stuck in the house You don’t wanna have fun Cuz all you think about U got it bad When you’re out with someone But you keep on thinkin’ ‘Bout somebody else U got it bad
When you say that you love 'em And you really know Everything that used to matter It don't matter no more Like my money, all my cars (You can have it all and) Flowers, cards, and candy (I do just cuz I) Said I’m fortunate to have you girl I want ya to know I really adore you All my people To know what’s going on Look at your mate Help me sing my song Tell her I’m your man You’re my girl I’m gonna tell it to the whole wide world Ladies say I’m your girl You’re my man Promise to love you The best I can Say I’ve been there, done it,humped around After all that this is what I found Everyone of y'all are just like me It’s too bad that you can't see That u got it bad
U got it u got it bad When you’re on the phone Hang up and you call right back U got it u got it bad When you miss a day without your friend Your whole life’s off track U know u got it bad When you stuck in the house You don’t wanna have fun That's all you think about U got it bad When you’re out with someone, But you keep on thinkin’ ‘Bout somebody else U got it bad
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U got it u got it bad When you’re on the phone Hang up and you call right back U got it u got it bad When you miss a day without your friend Your whole life’s off track U know u got it bad When you stuck in the house You don’t wanna have fun That's all you think about U got it bad When you’re out with someone But you keep on thinkin’ ‘Bout somebody else U got it bad........
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Feb 23, 2004
HA
Hum..today sucked!! Once agian i was strugglin but its all good!! So yah i got to go home early today cuz i had an ortho appointment but w/ei only got out for like an hour...but yah i came home and got asked by kendal if i liked her mood thing so Yah..i do like your mood thing...LIKE MY SURVEY? tryin to tell me that i steal everything you stole my freakin survey so dont even go there...
Anyways other then that... I did me some pilates and i went running! i know too much fun eh? Yah i just drew isaac a whale pic!! hAha whew...dude i totally figure out how you make your IM sound ya know into like songs so now...if you haven't already guess my song is u got it bad but it only plays some of it! ...i know so exicitin!!! I need to get my mom to let me go to cancun..cuz..i wanna go
:'o( I HATE SCHOOL
Posted at 02:53 pm by Adorable92741
Feb 22, 2004
church
I went to church today and Kevin and his brother got baptized!! AWW YAY it was soo excitin! Well okay i wore this new skirt today right? well it was windy and my skit it just like flappy cloth and omg the wind got under my skirt and i bout flashed the intire church lol...oh well..they'll live!!! I ate some nice lasanga...is that how you spell it!? SURE! ..me and sarah have come to the conclusion that the internet is retarded and we have no life! LOL whew..and hauckin loogies are disturbing yet funny..and i am a butthead and sarah is a beeves? lol it all works out in the end? or w/e...thats my interesting mornin life...bout to go work the butter off these buns (as in im runnin) yah whew party ...
jester1to10: and to my ladie KAYLA ROX THA HOUSE
 < JUST SAY NO
Posted at 12:30 pm by Adorable92741
Feb 21, 2004
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..I went shopping and spent a lot of my moms money hehe!! I was supposed to get these shoes but then me and my mom got in a fight and she goes UGH I JSUT WANNA HIT YOU and i waslike mm okay do it...and she was like i wish i could and i was like you can..go for it..but then the light turned green and everyone was starin at us...it was wierd!! But..yah other then that lifes the same!
The last thing that made me feel cared about was: when donnie asked me some questions and we dont even talk that much but he still cared!
The last time I was scared: Today in the car with my mom
The last time I cried was: today
I will be remembered as: ...no one
Someday i will be: lover
I crave: to be safe
I like: music
I know: what it feels like to live in hell
I want: someone to care
I fear: bein forgotten
I understand: nothing
I hate: the devil
Hate is: a stron feeling
I love: everyone
Love is: patient
I live to: die
I sing: ..all the time
I try: to always be happy
I forget: what to say
I wonder: how tis all began
I see: what my eyes see
I can: say im sorry
I can’t: make you forgive me
I miss: my old life
I feel: unloved
I believe: in god
When I am sad I: cry and listen to u got it bad...cuz its always over the same stuff
When I am happy I:
Freedom is: in america
Suicide: tempting
Drugs: aint that great
Alcohol: is in pina coladas
Sex is: pleasure to renee...HEHE
Music: everything
Life: is..unexplainable
I am who I am because: of what i go thro
One of my dreams is: for everyone to be happy..even if it causes me all the pain
I find it hard to: understand people
This survey was: interesting
The best way to know me is: to ask me
I am: ..i think kayla
Posted at 01:56 pm by Adorable92741
Feb 20, 2004
thats good stuff
Uh...theres too much to say that can't be explained
talked to my dear friend don-e! And uh...everythings gonna be okay? and if not im sure as heck gonna try to make it that way...i have to make the Make me giggle like a muffin kayla come out;o) LOL!!...but yah thanx for carein don-e..atleast someone does!
If you do not love me...then plz just let me be
I dont want to worry i want to just be me
I'll never forget the times we had
Where we stayed up and talked till 4
But what i'm feelin aint all that great
I need so much more
"I need to be treated like a queen" some people say
But..really i don't I just need to be loved
Can you love me do you even care?
If you love me and if you care
Plz stop this pain, i can not bare
But if you dont love me and dont care about me at all
Then let me go and let me be
So everyone can see
That kayla that i used to be
I knowi know im a poet and i didn't even know it
I drown in tears
Every night
Every day
I sufficate in anger
Every breath that i take
I die in confusion
Everytime you speak
So how do i live?
It sure aint peacefully
Have things gotcha down?
Are ya havin' a Bad Day????
Well, then, consider this...............................
In a hospital's Intensive Care Unit, patients always died in the same bed, on Sunday morning, at about 11:00 a.m. , regardless of their medical condition.
This puzzled the doctors and some even thought it had something to do with the supernatural. No one could solve the mystery as to why the deaths occurred around 11:00 a.m. on Sunday, so a worldwide team of experts was assembled to investigate the cause of the incidents.
The next Sunday morning, a few minutes before 11:00 a.m. , all of the doctors and nurses nervously waited outside the ward to see for themselves what the terrible phenomenon was all about. Some were holding wooden crosses, prayer books, and other holy objects to ward off the evil spirits.
Just when the clock struck 11:00 , Pookie Johnson, the part-time Sunday sweeper, entered the ward and unplugged the life support system so he could use the vacuum cleaner.
Having a Bad Day????
The average cost of rehabilitating a seal after the Exxon Valdez Oil spill in Alaska was $ 80,000.00. At a special ceremony, two of the most expensively saved animals were being released back into the wild amid cheers and applause from onlookers.
A minute later, in full view, a killer whale ate them both.
Still think you are having a Bad Day????
A woman came home to find her husband in the kitchen shaking frantically, almost in a dancing frenzy, with some kind of wire running from his waist towards the electric kettle. Intending to jolt him away from the deadly current, she whacked him with a handy plank of wood, breaking his arm in two places. Up to that moment, he had been happily listening to his Walkman
STILL think you're having a Bad Day????
Two animal rights defenders were protesting the cruelty of sending pigs to a slaughterhouse in Bonn , Germany Suddenly, all two thousand pigs broke loose and escaped through a broken fence, stampeding madly.
The two helpless protesters were trampled to death.
What?? STILL having a Bad Day????
Iraqi terrorist Khay Rahnajet didn't pay enough postage on a letter bomb. It came back with "Return to Sender" stamped on it. Forgetting it was the bomb, he opened it and was blown to bits
There now, feeling better????
Its supposed to make you feel better...i feel thankful not better
Posted at 05:56 pm by Adorable92741
Feb 19, 2004
rar
I could be diein right now and STILL no one would care!
Posted at 06:21 pm by Adorable92741
Feb 18, 2004
Without..questions i dont have answers
Once I was lucky,
I owned your heart of loving.
But what I did was giving the worries to you,
and let you taste the loneliness without caring.
All the times we exprienced I hurt you,
I had never blamed on myself only until you were leaving.
Once I took you for granted,
I hadn't cherished your giving.
If you still wish to come back,
I will use all to prove that you will never be crying.
If you stiil wish to accept me,
I will learn from smile and end up with grinning.
Times you were with me,
I forgot to pay attention to my behaving.
But now you have walked away from me,
have I realized you are like the air I'm breathing.
Remember the day you said goodbye to me?
How could you just leave me in the cold winter wind standing?
Two years has passed since we were apart,
but all I desire is still your returning.
If you still wish to believe me,
I will swear that you will be the one that ever lasting.
If you still wish to recall our times,
I will tell from our first meet and end up with the poem that I am writing...
You say dont ask any questions
but to me that can't be true
because theres so many answers
that can't just pop out of the blue
But when you decide to tell me
and you know its really true
I'll be rigtht here waiting
Waiting on nothing else but you
Survey
I n f o r m a t i o n
1. name: Kayla Lachelle BRasher
2. marital status: uh..single
3. sex: i am a girl
4. bday: July 13
5. sign: cancer..but who cares
6. siblings: 1
7. hair color:..brown
8. eye color: bllue
9. shoe size: 9? or 8 and a half
10.height: 5 '3
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends?: EvErYoNe
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: uhh yah a billion..PSH NO NONE
5. are you a virgin?: YAH
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: the mall..
2. any tattoos or piercings: ...yah piercings
s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: lets not go there..lol jk
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: 5x reneual or something
3. what are you most scared of?: wolves..mimes bein by myself when its dark and uh...thats all
4. what are you listening to right now?: nothing..my bro wont plug up my speakers
5. who is the last person that called you?: psh who knows
6. where do you want to get married?: an old country church
7. how many buddies are online right now?: do you really want me to count....but 38
8. what would you change about yourself? MY DERN BRAIN
f a v o r i t e s
1. color: Pink, Yellow, Green, and Red
2. food: pasta...
3. boys names: Carter
4. girls names: paris karson faith AND A LOT MORE
5. subjects in school: math
6. animals: everything except cats and wolves and stuff
7. sports: LaCrOsSe and golf....to watch fooottbaaallll
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: MY DOG
2. smoked?: uhh...if ya really wanna know ask me later
3. bungee jumped?: NO BUT I WANNA just to say i've done it
4. made yourself throw up?: not that i recall
5. skinny dipped?: who hasnt
6: ever been in love?: uh..yah
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: i dont have to make myself
8. pictured your crush naked?: uh..
9. actually seen your crush naked?: oh my
10. cried when someone died?: UH YAH
11. lied: yah..who aint lied before?
12. fallen for your best friend?: um...yah a lot
13. been rejected?: yah just about every single day of my life
14. rejected someone?: yah..i guess what goes round comes round
15. used someone?: ...i dont even wanna go there
16. done something you regret?: uh yah plenty
c u r r e n t
clothes: jeans and my hollister shirt
make-up: ..its makeup do you need me to lay it out
annoyance: uhh what?
smell: lucky
favorite artist: Anything that aint old
song you love: uh..you got it bad!
book you're reading: ...read? HA
cd in player: New incubus cd
dvd in player: radio
color of toenails: hot pink thing
l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: ....a lot of people i dont keep count
you hugged: scott and isaac at the end of the day???
you imed: uh..tryed to im chris but he dont wanna talk to me?
you yelled at: AHH UHH
you kissed: WHO WANTS TO KNOW
a r e | y o u
understanding: obviously not
open-minded: pretty much
arrogant: whats that mean?
insecure: no
interesting: ohh yah ahha
random: yup!!!!
hungry: nope
smart: no
moody: uhh not that i know of
hard working: depends on what it is
organized: not with life
healthy: yah
shy: nah..i guess not
difficult: probably
attractive: no
bored easily: yah
messy: no
responsible: sure why n ot
obsessed: with what?
angry: at home
sad: you got it
happy: ....not really
hyper: no
trusting: yah
w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: no one..
slap: ..ill type out my list later
get really wasted with: ...
get high with: ...
look like: anything but this
talk to offline: chris...
talk to online: chris...
r a n d o m
in the morning i am: depressed
all i need is: love
love is: everything
i dream about:bein loved..
w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: dont drink cokes
flowers or candy:FLOWERS
tall or short: TaLl
o p p o s i t e | s e x
what do you notice first: muscle
last person you slow danced with: ...?
makes you laugh the most: renee
makes you smile: im always smilen?
gives you a funny feeling when you see them: uh..im not sayin
who do you have a crush on: take a guess
d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special: not now..used to before this crap happened
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: HUH
wish you were younger: ..yah cuz then i'd think guys had cooties
Cried because someone said something to you?: OMG YES........ALLLLL THE TIME
N u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: to many times to count by the same freakin guy ...
of hearts i have broken: probably a few?
of guys ive kissed: dont wanan go there..no one needs to know
of girls ive kissed: .....A LOT hahahah ajk
of continents i have lived in: ...one
of tight friends: tight? mmmk but yah i have lots of friends tights a wierd word tho
@ home: SAY WHAT
@ skool: HUHHHH
of cds i own: who counts?
of scars on my body: i dunnoi dont count them
of things that i regret: thats like too big of a number i regret every breath i take
y o u r | t h o u g h t s
I know: i love someone
I want: to be loved
I have: a hard life
I wish: i wasn't here
I hate: no one
I fear: bein abused
I hear: people cryin
I search: for someone to comfor tme
I wonder: if anyone loves me?
I regret: waiting
I love: love..
F i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like fillings these out?: uhh yah when im bored
2. gold or silver: uh neither PLATINUM
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: dunno
4. favorite cartoon/anime?: huh
5. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: protein bar
6. who would you love being locked in a room with?: myself
7. could you live without your computer?: yah
8. would you color your hair?: depends
9. could you ever get off the computer?: what kind of question is that
10. habla espanol? WHAT?
11. how many people are on your buddy list? uhh 200
12. drink alcohol? ...ask me later
13. like watching sunrises or sunsets? yah..
14. what hurts the most?: bein hurt by the guy you thought loved you...and him not wantin to tlak to you
Posted at 03:26 pm by Adorable92741
Feb 17, 2004
blahdy blah blah
uh..okay renee wasn't mad at me..she was just in a bad mood or somethin? But other then that..chris and me had this talk thing last night and uhh he thinks that i just say stuff on the interent but dont mean it? and that he thinks i play him or something? and i should move on....or w/e i mean i guess if thats what he really wants then thats cool and all but its w/e! OH and i heard that he bought me flowers for valentines day..but didn't give me them..cuz he was mad at me or something like that..then i heard he was gonna ask out someone today too!! UGH I SWEAR...guys can freakin forget me cuz all they do it...make me feel bad cuz im always doin somethin wrong dern it! AAHHHH im gonna scream!
I'm on the phone with renee...talkin bout her uhh GREAT project lol...and i'm eatin grapefruit!
You were there when I thought I needed you
You were there the times I was sad
I knew it was me not you
But you were the best I’ve ever had
You said you’d be there for me
But where are you now
When I need you the most
You don’t seem to care who you hurt
Or how its done
All you care about is yourself
And no-one else
I thought that we were happy
Obviously I was wrong
I though I actually meant something to you
But no it was all a dream
A dream I thought had come true
It had, just for a while
I had dreamt of me and you
You made me who I wanted to be
I was more confident
Happier than ever
But now you don’t seem to care
Whose heart you shatter
I promised myself I wouldn’t cry anymore
But I know it can’t be done
Because whenever I see you
I want to cry,
I need to cry
I do cry
Because I know that what we had is gone
I said ‘I love you’
Yes I know it was quite soon
But I knew it was true
I heard what you said about me
‘She’s just a little girl, who doesn’t understand!’
I’m sorry, I know my own feelings, Thank you,
I know I love you, but I think its you that doesn’t understand
You don’t understand how much you hurt a girl when you break her heart
You say you’ll be there for her, yet you’re not when she needs you the most
You go out and have fun with your friends,
While I sit at home thinking of ways to make you notice me again
I think about whether you would be there if I said I was leaving you,
And everyone for good
You know what I mean,
Oh you don’t?
Well maybe this is it?
Maybe you don’t understand
Well I’ll make you!
Goodbye, yet this one is for good
You’ll never have to worry about me interfering in your life again
I hope you realise now how unhappy you made me the day you left
How much I wanted to be with you again, to say I’m sorry and I do love you
You never cared.
Maybe I am too young,
Maybe your just too dumb!
I don’t know
But I know this and that’s a fact
I love you, with all my heart,
Ever since I started to talk to you,
Ever since I laid eyes on you
I knew you’d steal my heart
I just didn’t think that it would be you to break it so easily and so quickly
Once again Goodbye
This ones for good
You don’t need me here
No one does
No one cares
Why should they?
I’m just a little girl who doesn’t understand!
Before I met you i was always
Crying,
Now as I lay here thinking about you,
I can't stop smiling,
I'm not going to say I would give you the sky,
But I'll make you a promise that I will always try,
I give you my heart,
My love,
And my trust,
Thats how i know this isn't lust,
I look at the sky,
and wonder why,
god gave me the perfect guy,
I give you these words,
and a promise to,
that promise is that I'll ALWAYS LOVE YOU
 <OhAh..Pretty>
Posted at 09:00 pm by Adorable92741
Feb 16, 2004
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Uh...today everyone decided to get mad at me for some reason? Chris is mad...well he says he aint but i know he is! THen renee is mad cuz she thinks that the reason i didnt go to her house was because i wanted to go to haley's more which isn't true...we had to do a flippen project and i asked my mom if i could go over there but she was like uhh no you've been over there all weekend and besides you need to do your project!! So we sat there and argued for like ever and then finally she tells me im grounded from the computer...and all this crap goes on and its gay cuz if i could've gone to nay's i would've but my dang mom wouldn't let me and i had to do my project? UGH I hate today it sux big time man...kill me now
Posted at 08:49 pm by Adorable92741
Feb 14, 2004
Yucky Yucky
•°¨Happy Valentines Day¨°•
Posted at 09:02 pm by Adorable92741
Feb 13, 2004
CaNdY hEaRtS
Today...was like...valentines for school!! I got like candy and card things from some people..and hugs from scott haha! But yah..that was bout it cuz kayla dont have a boyfriend!!! Me and Nay are supposed to go out to eat tonight....haha people are gonna think we are like lezians but we aint no worries!! Just friends!! LOL! THIS COMPUTER IS FREAKIN SHOCKIN ME SO IM GOIN
kiss you
Kayla
Posted at 04:40 pm by Adorable92741
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